Wednesday

Today we talked about you at work. A friend gave me a book to help me deal with my grief. I'm not sure how it will work, but I'm open right now as my grief is almost debilitating at times. I also reread some of the posts in your guestbook and your friend Kristal didn't understand why he chose to take you so soon, but she is letting her faith help through. I am trying too. Right now I don't feel anything toward God. I think I'm just "done" and broken - will I ever recover? Only time will tell.